February 13, 2016

Talk About Frustration

Assalamualaikum wbt,

It's been a hectic week for me. First my job, I'm frustrated about my shift. From my previous posts, I did tell you guys that I'm working a 12 hours shift right, so I must be tired. When a normal human being is tired, they sleep. Am I right or am I right? 

Okay these past three days I can't contain my tiredness so I lay down for 30 seconds to have a quick nap. Apparently, one of the kids is a complainer so she reported to my boss about it. What :) the :) hell :) . I hate that kid with all my heart. I may sound childish for hating on a 4 years old but I don't care. For God's sake, I just closed my eyes for 30 seconds if not more! Oh lord, help me with this job.

My boss also put such a high expectation on me. I mean, thanks I appreciate that but the hell, I'm new I can't do everything. I also found out that my last coworker (she quit because of fam problems) told her that I can't do my job. Aha f*ck you. I'm new and I'm awkward and you didn't tell me what to do so HOW am I supposed to know what I should do. Dumbass.

Due to that, I'm getting a colony of pimples on my face. I'm not that type of person who gets pimples a lot but I do when I'm dead frustrated with sh*ts. A few hours ago I steamed my face and smeared egg white and yolk on my face. I tried this remedy before and it did help shrunk the pimples but I don't know if it's gonna work again this time.

Last night I put lime juice on the pimples and it freaking burns. When I first tried this method last year, it worked wonderfully, no pain at all and the pimple disappeared within two days. A few months later I got pimples again and I used this method again and it didn't work. It also did not work last night as the pimples seem to be in the same size. I feel like my pimples are recognising their enemies and decided to build an army to fight them.

Right now I'm multitasking. I'm patting ice on them while making this post. First to close the pores on my face because I steamed it and put egg on it. Secondly, to try shrink the pimples. I don't know, I hope this one would work. I read somewhere that egg white contains collagen that can help shrink them. Basically I'm doing everything in just one night lmao. 

I apologise if this post sounds too harsh to you. I'm really pissed and frustrated so I hope yall can understand. 


  1. 12 hour shift?? Omg! And I complain about my 8 hour shift work. After working I would be really tired.. imagine you! You must be really tired. Poor child :(

    And yeah i have someone at my workplace that, sigh, didn't seem to like me that much but so far nothing bad happened and no one is being reported.

    And for the homemade remedies, I've tried them too! For me, I didn't really see any results. My skin/pimples/acne/blackheads/wtv it is I'm trying to get rid off is still there lmao nothing works for me *cries*

    But anyway I hope you'll get a really really good night sleep and gain all the energy u deserve and i also hope that whatever annoying stuff that's on ur skin will go away and leave ur skin clear and healthy :)

    i'm sorry for the super long comment ahaha
    peace out ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)✌

    1. I know and I hate the job but I feel bad for the owner if I quit because she has expectations on me to do this that and I don't want to disappoint her but ugghhh. I hate it mostly because of my shift. I work 12 hrs from monday to friday and still have to go to work for 2 hours on saturday to do the cleaning and stuffs. I'm just so frustrated I can't wait to get accepted by any unis by now.

      Thank for your kind words tho they really mean a lot! If I could hug you right now, damn I would.

  2. what kind of job that has 12 hours shift. you must be dead tired.
    About the pimples, maybe you should try honey and mix it with lime

  3. uh, you make me hate the prev worker too..seriously, I understand how you feel beccause I'm having a kinda similar situation right now except that in my case the girl kinda said it right in my face -_- stay strong dear! :)


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